For the record to some who think I do noting all day, I want to state something very clear and frank, I HAVE A PHYSCAL DISSABLITY!!!!!!!!!!!
 I have no money, no job( since I'm a student) and have very limit ability to go out by myself. I really Have lost hope in everyone I'm around with. I feel like I want to run away from my problems, instead I have to face them because "it's life". Well I will kindly say this to life FUCK YOU I WANT TO GET OFF!

I have no more respect to anyone who clam to help me out, because